When there’s a person that’s everything you’ve ever wanted..and you’ve realized that since a few months after meeting..you try to do everything you can to be with this person. Their happiness means more to you than..well a lot of other things in life. I’m sorry. I tried so hard to make you happy.. ended up making you miserable. All I ever wanted was to be with you and for you to be happy.

I hate that I’m always mentally pointing out things to myself of what I can’t stand about me.. I try to improve. I tell you I’m sorry for how I am and you think I’m trying to make you feel bad when I’m not. I was sincerely apologizing. For the things I don’t even like about myself.

I hate that I can’t be with the only person I could truly see myself with.. the person who started out as a joke calling him the love of my life..but really he is. I’m sorry. I love you.